Can i do this? And what about you...

"The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness, to an opponent is tolerant, to your child is a good example, to a father is deference, to a mother is a conduct that will make her proud of you, to yourself, respect and to all (persons) ... charity"



Power to the peeps...

Optimus Nazie... going to work during raya season... consecutive 4 years in a row now

Goodbye My Fresh Laundry

My Sayang was very sad and his emotion was easily disturb by his sadness. This is due to his business is confirmed closed on 23 Spetember 2007. He could not bare anymore with the high rent of his business. His saving was almost finished for the sake of the business. So the best way is to closed it and wait may be Insyaallah, next year he will open the laundry business again. I pray for him. Hmmm...

Handling a business was a challenge and need very strong will and inner power. My sayang was one of the great person who is excellent in business. It's hard for me to explain here because the way he treat his laundry business was different unlike other business minded person i met in life. He sacrifice his time, his money and his patient was at high staking. But money was a high burden for him. And he did'nt apply for any personal loans. He invest with his own money + fund from family. Zaman sekarang nie, nak menikah apply loan, dah menikah, bini beranak, apply loan, nak beli keta apply loan lagi. Sume loan. Mana taknya ramai org Mesia black list and announce bancruptcy.

As his partner, i was with him thru' thick and thin. And i know this ain't easy but ain't difficult either because, in life... i believe challenge makes us stronger. We both are adult and mature to accept any situation in life.

To My fresh Laundry... you are not buried yet... One fine day, you will stand stronger again and will be damn proud of your owner. It's the word we keeping in mind.

And to My Sayang, i know you are the person with the most strongest and powerful emotions. This is just the beginning, of us :-)


Power to MY SAYANG!


-Optimus Nazie-

...Pix will be upload lat8r okke...

May She Rest in Peace

Nurin Jazlin Jazimin... AL FATIHAH

Malaysian were in shock... again?

I cried when i saw her dead picture and how sad i was, i could not imagine how her parent and family face her brutally death :-(

This cute and innocent girl was brutally and beasted murdered by today is still yet to be "unknown person". For the past few days, the story of the innocent girls has been in the front page. We are deeply sad of her lost and the way she left us has attract the attentions. How brutal and beast people could be, to the extent mind could not be controlled rationally. What happen to us?

This is not the first time a child been rape. Last times, i remembered the case of adik Nurul Huda Abdul Ghani, found dead by his brother at a tank behind their house after been rape and sexually abused. I wish the police will continue the investigation quickly and find the culprit. Aku nak rejam die dengan batu dan nak sula die! I hope HE WILL BURN IN HELL!

Our world is not safe anymore. To narrow down, our Malaysia after 50 years of so called INDEPENDENCE has become a place where lots of mentally tortured people living in. The crime rate is so unacceptable ( tu tak termasuk lagi statistik kemalangan jalan raya, rompakan, kes pembunuhan wanita dsb). We are living in a complicated life nowadays. Its not like when it used to be, where kids can play at the playground in the evening safely, or go to mandi sungai with their freinds or even walking to buy foods they like at pasar malam near the house. With many access to negative exposure, ultimately crealting a sick minded society. I believe a strong basic of religious is vital and very very very important nowdays to us as the future generation. That is the reason we pray, at least to it will assist us to clean up our dirty soul and mind.

One day if i have a child, im thinking deeply what is the best way and treatment should i apply ?

Nurin was buried in Ramadhan. Allah has chosen her to be one of the angel in heaven. She will be a beautiful angel up there, im sure she is.

May Allah bless our family, our freinds, our society, our country and our world we living in... Insyaallah.

SELAMAT BERPUASA DAN MOGA IBADAH KITA DIBERKATI DAN DITERIMA.

Save the world we livin'

-OPTIMUS NAZIE-

Bulan Pose ni, tolong kurangkan beban aku, bole?

Kali saya membahasakan diri saya sebagai "aku" pula. Heheh!

Aku dah buat keputusan, bulan pose ni, aku nak kutip pahala bebanyak. Jadi aku nak mengurangkan membuat perkara-perkara dan perkataan yang boleh mengurangkan pahala aku.

Caranya, korang boleh bantu aku dengan cara:-

1. Jangan tanya "pose ke tak ari nie" dan sesuka hati nak sambung plak soalan tu kepada ayat "Ko ni pose ke tak ke, badan cenggitu aje". Sebab kalau aku jawab soalan tu, pastinya ia mendatangkan kemudaratan dan kekurangan pahala pose aku
2. Kalau menu pose korang boleh buat stok buffet 3o hari, Murtabak, ayam percik, nasi kerabu, pizza, roticanai, air tebu, air soya, burger dan sewaktu dengannya, jangan cuba mendekati aku, pada waktu2 berdekatan dengan waktu berbuka pose dimana aku kena berbuka pose di konti. Almaklum konti aku takda buffet macam korang. Kalau korang dekat jugak dengan aku, memang mengelegak darah aku. MARAH. Kurang pahala aku kan, Jadi korang jangan dekat dengan aku pada waktu2 sebegini.
3. Jangan hantar SMS, MMS "Selamat Berpose"
4. Soalan ini jangan ditanya "Eh ko tak beli baju raya ke?"
5. Paling UTAMA, jangan tanya "TAK BALIK KAMPUNG KER?" Soalan ni mampu mengurangkan pahala pose aku selama sebulan.

Sebaliknya korang bole buat mcm nie:-

1. Besedekah kepada fakir miskin (boleh gak sebut nama aku, sebab aku pun memang sengkek) huhuhu
2. Beli kan aku juadah berbuka pose pada setiap hari Sabtu, sebab stp Sabtu aku on air pukul 8 malam.
3. Pada hari yang lain setiap Sabtu, korang boleh belanja aku berbuka atau bersahur
4. Kurangkan bertanya. Lebih2 lagi soalan yang tak mendatangkan faedah atau soalan yang sama.
5. Kejutkan aku bangun sahur. Huhu...

/^0^\

-Optimus Nazie-

Cute Guy part 01 and GREAT movie

The movie i saw three days ago, and i start fallin in love with the guy...

Ananda Everingham /^0^\ huhuhu

Very impressive movie, light approach but betcha it'll touch your heart as it did to mine. The guy i like play the important role in the movie, a gay male cabaret dancer, who fall in love with a girl, after being struck by a car.

Born in 1982, he is Laos Australian actor and model, known from his popular role in movie Shutter (2004). He's only 25.

The most thing i like about him is how he interprete his role as a gay cabaret in the movie. The eyes, the gesture of his body, his language and everthing about him played the role is the most esssential needs, thus made the succeed of the movie.

Very suggested movie to watch for adult light education. Huhuhu!

Edisi 3 Ramadhan 1428H

Emosi saya agak terganggu seketika. Bukan sahaja kerana saya kehilangan wang bernilai rm200, bahkan, apabila sampai di konti, tiada makanan disediakan untuk petugas di konti seperti tahun-tahun kebiasaannya. Tidak seperti tahun lepas, kami yang bertugas di konti makan seperti ular makan lembu setiap hari pada waktu berbuka puasa. Begitu banyak juadah yang disediakan. Almaklum, keje kat konti nie, memang cepat lapar dengan suasana yang sejuk yang mencengkam minda ini. Namun tidak pada tahun ini :-(

Saya meneruskan tugas juga walaupun dalam keadaan lapar. Saya hanya membeli air minuman sahaja kerana menjangkakan ada juadah berbuka puasa yang disediakan. Bertugas lah saya dalam keadaan yang lapar. Aduh, menguji iman di bulam Ramadhan betul lah.

Oh ya! Saya rindukan kawan saya. Namanya Kung. Org Siam Pattani. Bertugas untuk Radio bersuara Thai disini. Orangnya chantek, maka selalu die menjadi mangsa ngoratan lelaki-lelaki gersang ditempat saya bekerja ini. Heheh! Dan saya juga turut mengajak Kung untuk bersolat terawih di Masjid Besar Shah Alam. Kung beritahu, bahawa dia cuti hari Isnin, maka hari Isnin lah kami ke sana. Esok pun saya akan kesana juga. Selepas selesai tugas esok jam 5 ptg. Saya cukup rasa seronok berbuka puasa di Shah Alam di bulan Ramadhan. Cukup senang sekali dengan suasana disana, apatah lagi saya telah menyimpan impian, Ramadhan tahun ini saya nak selalu ke Masjid Shah Alam. Suasana dalam masjid yang sangat selesa untuk bersolat terawih.

Edisi hari ketiga Ramadhan tidak lah begitu menceriakan, tp nak wat camno ek! Cobaan!!!!


-Optimus Nazie-

Sayangku 28

Heart to Heart

/^0^\

Today is 13 September 2007. It's my Sayang's birthday. I'm tremendous happy. And i hope my Sayang will be able to achieve what he plans in his life. I know he can and he will be success. And believe me, he will :-)

Today, i will buy small piece of cake for him, as he told me, no ones ever bought him a birthday cake. And i grant him to wish on that pece of cake. It's small celebration but soo meaningful for both of us. Wish me luck to make him more happier today! Also, hari ni tak nak gadoh laa... Letih ooo gadoh ari-ari...

Duhh, it's human nature wat! Im human and he is human as well, ingat ape, alien ker? And as human being i do complaint okke....!

POWER TO THE PEEPS!

POWER TO MY SAYANG!

Suara dijunjung ke Langit

Suaranya telah diangkat ke langit. Jutaan manusia bergelar peminat seantoero dunia berkabung karenanya. Siapa penggantinya?

Luciano Pavarotti

(1935-2007)

"Penco che una vitar per la musica sia una vita spese bene ed e a questo che mi sono dedicato"

"I think a life in music is a life beautifully spent and this is what i have devoted my life to"

INI AKU! Uwaa Seramnya...

I'm being Big girl since ages. But now, my weight reached to unsustainable limit and im getting worried. The moe worry, the moe i eat. Gosh...

Need to enroll to any slimming centre A.S.AP. Ada sesapa nak buat amal jariah sempena bulan pose yang mulia ini?

New generation, Do teach them manners!

Dah lama aku teringin nak post entry nie, tp memandangkan i am lack of idea recently, so i just lock it down for a while.

Okke cite die cam nie, few months back, i went to a cyber cafe in Bdr Sri Permaisuri. Since i don't own any internet gadget, so ain't no other choice but to go cyber cafe. Im not big fan of CC, FYI.

I get a PC, Thank God, in okke and fast speed condition lah. I went to type a project proposal requested by a freind of mine. As i was just sitting on the chair, there's a bunch of skool kids, arrived, and request for a PC to play Games. Shit, CC ni tak guna earphones plak. Out of many avaiable PC, the bunch of 4 kids tu sitting next to me. Adoii!!! Aku dah la kena wat proposal n brainstroming somemore!! Uwaa!

Bising and extremely loud dah satu hal, yang lagi so damn annoying is how the potray themselves to the public. Adoi, so frustrated. Pak Lah ye ye lah mention, GENERASI BARU PEMANGKIN GENERASI HADAPAN, but seeing this type makes so soooo wonder and the question arouse in my head "BUDAK MCM NI KE YANG DITAKDIRKAN AKAN JADI PEMIMPIN MALAYSIA???"

Without feeling gulity or else, selamba je dorang bercakap kuat2 about themselves and their GF.

"GF aku tu f**k lah! Malam tadi datang umah aku, tp p**t*t tak berair, bikin aku hangin aje"

"Sial lah robot, k*m*k tul lah, kau nie"

"Bodo arr, babi arr, k*m** ar budak tu"

"Aku pancut power, asshole"

Kids where are your manners. Bukan nak soh korang jadik ustaz 24 hours, tapi nak biadap pun pandai2 lah cover, ni out loud and damn out spoken tu!

Aku kat sebelah dah le kena maut nye brainstorm nak wat proposal nie!

Tu sebahagian prebiu aje. Those word once a taboo now without shamed. Instead the look in their showed how proud they are with their word od "wisdom". Gosh, they're just between 13-15 y.o. Previously, i have not got this kind of idea about youth in KL. Yelah adik beradik aku sume pempuan, sume dah besar, sume kalu education tu, berbaris lah certificate nye. Aku yang ada honors degree ni, kira cabok aje ler.

Aku dulu pun budak sekolah gaks. My whole life raise in KL. I don't even have truly kampong unlike few freinds. My freind from school till now range from many level and background, but at those times, we manages to control our self attitude and manners...And for God sake, those time baru aje 10 years back aje, around 90's adn early 2K.

I'm thinking lah, kalu perang le Mesia nie satu hari nanti (harap2 tak le), agak-agaknya budak2 macam nie, sanggup ke beratur di barisan hadapan sekali kat medan pertempuran?

Pigidah! Spender pun mak bapak beli lagi!


POWER TO THE PEEPS!

-Optimus Nazie-

Pose datang lagi :)))

Most of my freind that i met always said, bolan pose, is the great. Why, for some reason, the aura is just flicky different that the rest months (tak kira la bulan islam atau bulan kapir). Tempat buka pose belambak, kedai 24 jam includes tomyam ala thai, makan free, moreh. And believe me its all about food ;-))

I was kinda of the same reason before. But this year, since my duty is not that many, i'm thinking to go for complete terawih. Insyaallah. Instead of the big eaters...

And raya? Again, as years passing by, raya means the same to me. Nothing big as my said wish to balik kampung every year.

Wish to feel the heat of hari raya like my freind.... Hemmmm... What goes around comes around!


POWER TO THE PEEPS!

Optimus Nazie

P/S: Jangan lope ganti pose weh!

A Story at My future 50

Tahun ini angka 50 pada saya memberikan "ong" kepada ramai sekali manusia, termasuk diri saya. Jika saya masih lagi bernyawa di angka 50 suatu hari nanti, this is how my story will begin:

"... Pada tarikh 30 Ogos 2007, saya telah ditugaskan untuk bertugas di konti siaran KLfm bermula jam 8mlm. Berugas di konti memang lah periuk nasi saya, namun tarikh itu memang agak berbeza. Mungkin kerana dalam tahun ini entah brapa kali saya berfikir dan berkata tentang sambutan 50 tahun ini. Mana mungkin saya hidup lagi 50 tahun akan datang. Kta-kata yang sering terpacul di bibir saya. Namun, bukan ini kerja saya. Kerja menentukan jangka hayat manusia ni dilakukan oleh Dia Yang Satu. Ia sekadar jangkaan saya sahaja. Seawal 8.15 malam lagi saya sudah beria-ia bertanya rakan yang bertugas di stesen induk tentang Siaran Relay yang harus diambil oleh stesen negeri. Untuk memastikan saya bersiap sedia saya juga turut menghubungi bahagian MCR untuk menentukan fader yang betul untuk siaran Relay dari Dataran Merdeka. Seorang rakan, MK memang beria-ia hendak ke Dataran Merdeka, dengan alasan yang sama, untuk merasai The Spirit of 50. Saya turut memberi galakan. Boleh juga MK memberi maklumat terkini tentang acara yang berlansung di Dataran sana tu. MK berjaya ke Dataran Merdeka, walaupun keadaan dia masa tu macam 12 hari tak mandi (standard lah mamat tu).

Siaran KLfm berjalan lancar sahaja pada malam itu. Saya turut menerima dua panggilan dari MK yang memberikan laporan tentang acara Ambang Merdeka yang sedang berlansung. Sungguh gembira mamat tu dapat memberikan informasi itu. Kecil sumbangan nya, namun ia sumbangan yang dilakukan tanpa paksa, rela seadanya.

Pada malam itu juga, saya di konti turut didatangi oleh Datuk Adilah, one of the top head in RTM. Waduh, dulu di NFM, selalu juga saya menjadi mangsa rondaan beliau, terutama pada waktu tengah malam. di KLfm, ini pertama kali. Namun, bisa diatur. Keadaan berjalan dengan mood yang sangat sederhana, tiada apa yang menarik juga hendak dipertuturkan, apatah fokus saya lebih kepada acara si 50 ini. Saya turut menghantar SMS kepada dj seterus saya selepas jam 12, Zullas3 agar datang sedikit awal, agar siaran relay berlancar lancar.

Tepat 11.55 siaran KNL disambung siar oleh KLfm. Tepat 12 tengah malam, saya mendengar laungan merdeka menerusi corong radio dan TV, bergegar seketika jantung, Zullas3 pun ada, siap amik gambar di konti lagi, menandakan beliau bertugas pada permulaan tarikh 31 Ogos. Saya turut mendengar perutusan YAB PM menerusi radio.

Tarikh 1 September, saya dan Sayang dengan penuh semangat mengunjungi Dataran Merdeka, sempena Perarakan Raksasa Merdeka. Memang ramai yang amat manusia serata ceruk negara yang kesana. Turut berhimpit-himpit namun dalam kadar yang sederhana. Saya turut mengambil bebrapa gambar (will be upload lat8r) sebagai bahan bukti dan kenangan. Di barisan tempat duduk kami, sebuah keluarga berbangsa Cina turut merasai jiwa si Anggun 50. Menariknya, amat betah, amat petah satu keluarga ini menyanyikan "Tanggal 31" dan laungan Merdeka. Turut berada di barisan tempat duduk yang sama, adalah kanak-kanak sekolah yang datangnya mungkin dari utara. Sedap sungguh loghat utara pekat yang didengar. Acara yang berlansung turut saya rakam menerusi kamera dan telefon bimbit. Acara tamat lebih kurang jam 11 malam. Satu hari yang memberikan kepuasan kepada saya dan Sayangku.

Keesokan harinya, saya dan teman, Kak Liza mengunjungi Putrajaya untuk hari terakhir International Fireworks Competition. Satu yang takkan saya lupakan, perjalanan dan masa menunggu untuk menonton apa yang orang kata Hebat banget pertunjukan, bermula seawal jam 6 petang. Pertunjukan mengikut "tentative" bermula jam 8mlm, delayed sehingga jam 10 malam, pertunjukan yang hanya mengambil masa 1/2 jam, tamat 10.30malam. Saya mula bergerak ke KL jam 10.45 mlm dan sampai dirumah jam 2 pagi. Heh, Putrajaya baby, 4 hrs back, 4 hours forth. TQ to Kak Liza, setia menemani saya.

Anggun 50 ini bukan setakat saya merasai acara nasioanl yang diadakan, ia lebih dari itu. Saya mengikuti pelbagai acara kemerdekaan ini hanya sebagai bukti yang saya merasai semangat si 50 ini, lebih daripada itu, saya berjanji kepada diri saya, yang saya mahu melahirkan generasi yang mampu membanggakan keluarga, agama, bangsa dan negara, mempunyai semangat kenegaraan dan patriotism yang tinggi, berdisipilin dan berhemah tinggi.

Seperkara lagi, saya juga turut:

1. Menyimpan salinan asal akhbar NST pada tarikh 31 Ogos 2007
2. Menyimpan akhbar UTUSAN MALAYSIA bertarikh 31 Ogos 2007
3. Menyimpan jalur gemilang bersaiz kecil dan besar yang dipegang di Dataran Merdeka.
4. Menyimpan semua data kemerdekaan dalam kamera dan HP saya.
5. Download Public Interest Clip dari You Tube tentang kemerdekaan.

How this story end?

It will end as simply as this:

"... Si cantik 50, hadirnya memberi keinsafan, juga keraguan, namun semangat yang ditanam dalam diri tetap teguh...Sungguhpun belum tentu aku bernyawa 5o tahun akan datang..."

PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN

POWER TO THE PEEPS!

-0ptimus Nazie-